it's not goodbye
mungkin kalian bakal ngira entry ini bakal cerita tentang sisa waktu gue di USA yang sangat sesuai dengan judul entry-nya but it's just not about it at all. wednesday, May 8th 2013 Jam 4 pm gue lagi siap-siap karena ada jadwal nyanyi bareng group band impact at church, gue dapet sms dari arum dan isi smsnya ngasih tau gue salah satu member catorce RIZKA F MUAS telah berpulang ke Rahmattullah. i didnt know how to act when i get the news, berusaha keep it calm and just act normal. and then i told my host dad dan beliau bilang it's okay to be sad and feeling hurted. i made it to church and did sing after church dijalan sebelum pulang my host mom, cody, matt and I stopped by Tiff's house buat ngambil Matt's spare clothes. while we were waiting my host mom and Tiff were talking and suddenly my host mom said "tell Tiff what happened to your bestfriend" trus gue mulai cerita dan 15 detik kemudian gue nangis. Ga bisa gue tahan lagi karena jujur gue gatau harus gi...
